What I Mean =D

Heh i've been very bored and look round ppl's blogs and i stumbled on kath's blog which says tat she saw this at denise's one so i juz tried it for myself =P

What Justin Means

You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you. You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries. You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice. You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way. And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life. You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it. You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong. You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know. You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do. You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life. You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home. You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

Hmmm..! Dont know whether it's true haha =]

Boo boo =P

wei wei - -'
Ok so current info XD
well kells abandoned this blog = = sux to her! Anddd!! nobody blogged for about a few months - - and mars bars nvr post anything except one i think! So anyways here i go =)

Hm m'kay the past week havent been doing anything much... Except tat my bday was last week haha. So... i got a good looking bag from cheng mun, jason, yen and xuanie. And i might have saw the price tag they forgot to remove haha but anyways thx =D and er i got a chun chun wallet frm crys rine kath denise and angie... They claim its like one thousand bucks over - - since the code or something was like 1064 or something and they juz added the 'RM' heh but anyways thx hmm and yea i got a pencil box too.
Er then on saturday the class celebrated pn khoo's bday and i heard she was like really happy and kinda teary. Wish i could've been ther T_T but anyway i got my vegetarian cake on monday haha. Attended a wedding ceremony on saturday so tats why didnt go to school. They hav a big cool organ ther! nvr see before haha got excited... Yea.. so at night got wedding dinner which hav lots of nice food...
But the sad part is after tat day i woke up on sunday like 5 sumthing and got like super pain stomach aches... and i couldnt sleep after tat so i juz kept rolling around in bed till 9 something. My parents asked whether wana go hospital but i told them to wait and see =P and now which is a wed it still hurts abit but i can do stuff normally.... some people say its worms in the stomach so i'm gona take some deworming stuff. If it still hurts gona go hospital i guess XD
erm yea bm lisan was today and reshan dressed up as an old lady haha dam funny wit balloons as boobs and accessories and all... so yea tats all! Kinda lame without pictures or watever and nobody reads this buttt juz do this for fun haha
Oh and i found this somewher and real funny heh


i look at the moon
the moon is beautiful
i look at you
i..
i...
i rather look at the moon again

***

If ever in ur life u feel sad and lonely
and feel that u have lost everything,
Ill come hold ur hand
take u for a walk on a bridge

and show u where to jump from....

***

when u feel sad,
to cheer up.
just go to the mirror and say,
"damn i am soooooooo cute"
u will overcome ur sadness
but don't make it habit.

coz liars go to hell.....


Kay take care =) thx for reading (if u read this lame non-active blog haha)

=) =D =( =O =P (= D=

Seasons

It was that year
When I couldn’t face my fear
To leave that person or not?
The idea of you in my thought

Your heart as warm as summer
When I was down you made me better
Telling me not to give up but to go on
Your kindness, I’m always fond

But like autumn, my heart breaks
So frequently, a smile I fake
Every time you talk to someone
My light fades with the setting sun

When you’re around it feels like winter
The cold hurt me like splinters
I just can’t understand my mixed emotions
Why I look everywhere for you with caution

When you’re gone it’s just not spring
I’ll remember the good thing
The little times we continued spending
And I’m always wondering what you’re doing

There are many sides to you
You’re good but have weaknesses too
But it’s confusing for me
I don’t know why you’re all I see

No matter what happens
Even if we remain just friends
For certain, I’ll definitely find reasons
To be with you, in all seasons…

Justin Leong (><)’

Nobody understands~ =P

You Don’t Understand…

That day by your side I realized that love was hurtful
‘Cause I know you better than anyone else, it’s painful
Your everyday kindness is overflowing
Making my heart ache, your kindness is burning

The moment you said "You look down"
I hid my tears by yawning and frown
Using lack of sleep as an excuse, I reason
Right now I’m always lying to my most precious person

Everyday, everyday my heart aches and pains
I’ve gone through so many sleepless nights
Ever since the first day we met by chance, I have stains
If only we could return to that time, to make things right
But you seem to have no clue
That I’m in love with you

It’d be nice to confess and love you
Is it impossible to go back to our smiling faces rather than part ways?
Although remaining as friends might be the better thing to do
Because I’m not able to say it anyway

Truly I’ve always been in love with you
I always, always want to continue loving you
I want to send these feelings to you too
So I just whisper them to the sky so blue
‘I’m so in love with you’

Just like this, I look at you from another end
But why, why are we only just friends?
No matter how strong my feelings are
We’re just so close, but still so far

I want to say it clear and loud
But it’s hard to convey it out
Although it’s painful keeping it in
And it kills me from within

I feel like holding you by the hand
I can’t but I just need to say those magical yet painful words too
You just don’t understand
I’m so, so in love with you.

Justin Leong <3

Visit to Summit ^^

Lol heya =)
well so one day we decided we wanted to go summit for rock climbing XD
And well the summit looked much better on the internet than in real life. It's so unorganized and so pasar malam style. Well anyways we didnt go rock climbin' coz they charged a total of 36bucks for us. It was plus the shoes, helmet and er stuff which was around 5 bcks each!
So we decided to walk around and then we went to watch spiderwick. The cinema stinked like shoes... and somebody went and buy the second most front row = =' my neck ache so much T_T
Oh oh! We went bowling too =D guess who the winner is ^^ haha but we're all still noobs the ball always masuk the longkang ther XD especially someone keep senget and go inside ther :D
so anyways i'll leave u wit some pics from outside the rock climbing place. I guess another fellow blogger has the other pics for the bowling and stuff so she'll post it XD

bars and bells = =' (look left person blowing mouth - -' and on the right like promoting the statue behind XD)


me and bells (look at the person on the left overposing = =)


bus/bars =D (lol posing wit that string thingy..? XD)

Story #3 =)

Hehes er yea i guess i made another one =P
hm now i'm just gona post stories and poems one at a time so a particular fussy whiny person cant compare them =D

Life’s Aspiration

It was twilight when Leo Summers was running. He didn’t know why or where, but he was running. He recalled having ran through umpteen tables and chairs and finally dashing out of a restaurant through the postern. After that, all he did was run.
He made his way through dark alleys. He made it in time, in time to see his best friend and confidant, David Roth being shot at again. The shooter fled the scene swiftly. Leo ran quickly to his friend’s aid. Blood was oozing out of his chest. Leo was clueless as to what to do. He tried to recollect the contents of the book he read about treating wounds. However, not a single thing came to his mind.
He regretted not having read the book thoroughly. He felt absolutely helpless. More blood gushed out.
He took in a deep breath and shouted, ‘HELP!!!’

*****

Leo was reading a book on treating gunshot wounds while waiting for his father outside of his high school when David snuck up onto him.
‘Boo!!’
Leo jumped up with a start. ‘Gosh, you scared me! Don’t ever do that again!’
David took a glance at the book his friend was reading and gave him the ‘there’s-got-to-be-a-reason-for-this’ look he was so accustomed to doing as Leo usually did extraordinary things out of the blue moon. Leo was never the hardworking type and he rarely read books.
‘Well, in fact, there is! You see, my ambition is to become a doctor. It is what I aspire to be! It’ll definitely feel good to save lives. Besides, I’ve been having weird dreams about you getting shot in a dark alley somewhere. Perhaps I’m meant to save you. But this stuff is really complex! I don’t understand a thing. I wonder how on earth am I going to be a doctor.’
David gave his friend one of his common cordial smiles. ’Don’t worry, I’m sure you’re going to turn out to be a fine doctor. Oh and you must learn more about medicine to ‘save’ me. I’m counting on you.’
‘Hey this is no laughing matter! What if the dream comes true? Seriously, you should stay away from dark alleys no matter what. Okay? Promise me.’
David was moved by his friend’s concern for him. ‘Alright, I promise. Well, my father’s here. I have got to go. See you tomorrow at the restaurant, okay? Oh and good luck with that doctor stuff!’
‘Right! I’ll try my very best. Bye!’

*****

‘Apply pressure… Wrap with clean cloth… If bullet is embedded do not try to extract… May cause infection…’ Leo mumbled to himself while reading. ‘Ah, this is really hard. Perhaps I’m not meant to be a doctor. And I’m just too darn lazy. But what about that dream? Hmm, I suppose dreams are just mere dreams. Nothing will happen, right, right?’ he quizzed himself.
Leo tossed the book onto his bed. At that time, his phone rang.
‘Hello, Jennifer? What’s up?’
‘What’s up? Is that all you can say? Today’s your birthday! Oh, we’ll be going to the restaurant at seven thirty. Is that okay with you?’
‘Sure, no problem. See you there?’
‘Right! Okay, bye.’
Leo looked at his watch. It was six thirty. ‘I better get ready then…’
Later , Leo arrived at the King’s Bistro, a trim looking café half an hour late. He saw all his friends there – except for David Roth.
‘Hey guys! Thanks for coming and I’m sorry for being late, the roads were congested. But… Where’s David?’
Jennifer answered, ‘Oh, he says his father will be dropping him off at the back entrance and he may be a little late.’
‘What! But he’ll be going through dark alleys!’
‘Yeah, Leo. That’s what they have in back entrances,’ Jennifer replied cynically.
No sooner than she had said that, Leo was racing through numerous chairs and tables. He ignored his friends’ calls and finally he dashed out of the restaurant through the back exit. After that, all he did was run.
His heart beat faster and faster with every fleeting moment. Adrenaline rushed through his body. ‘Please, please, please. Don’t let my dream come true,’ he pleaded in his heart.
He made it through dark alleys. He made it in time, David waved at him. Leo’s heart started to beat regularly again, his tension released. ‘I knew that dream wouldn’t come true after all,’ he thought.
Leo Summers thought those thoughts a little too early. He was dead wrong. After that, everything seemed like a déjà vu to him. He watched it all happen as his dream turned into reality; all of it in the blink of an eye.
David Roth could not comprehend why the person in front of him was pointing a gun at him. Certainly it was not robbery as he was wearing the cheapest of things and not revenge or anything since he did not know that person - there were no plausible motives behind this assault.
An ear-piercing gunshot could be heard echoing through the alleys and then a deafening silence followed. Before he knew it, he was lying on the cold cemented pathway.
Leo went to his friend’s aid but could do very little. He could not remember a single thing and he felt the familiar feeling of helplessness. More blood gushed out from David’s chest.
He shouted desperately for help but his plea was unanswered.
David moaned weakly, ‘I’m sorry… I couldn’t... keep my promise about the alley… But you have to promise me… Promise me… you’ll be a doctor when you grow up… Save lives…’
David took in his last breath.
‘Yes, of course… I’ll do that,’ Leo muttered in between his sobs.

*****

Leo Summers was in one of the many operating rooms in his private hospital, the Summers Medical Centre. In front of him lay his patient, Lisa who was suffering from a massive heart failure. The operation was to transplant a new heart into her, saving her life and enabling her body to function.
For a moment, his mind flashed back to the phase of his life where he studied medicine. He worked very, very hard and often burned the midnight oil. Finally, he graduated and received an internship. Fast forward a few years, he was a very successful surgeon and decided to open up his own hospital. Then, he started to think of the reason he pursued medicine in the first place.
Leo was knocked out of his reverie by the nurse. Then, he started the meticulous operation. The patient was given an anesthetic. Scalpel in hand, he made an incision on Lisa’s chest with absolute caution. Soon, he called out commands such as ‘clamp’ or ‘suction’. After 8 arduous hours, he sewed the patient up.
‘Right, the operation was successful,’ he thought to himself. Now he could only wait to see if the patient’s body would accept the heart.
Leo exited the operating room with a feeling of content. Yes, another life was saved. All was well.

When it all begins...again

10.03.08 is when this blog is ALIVE again!!*woohoo*
Expect more of us ppl!!Happy reading..and do feel free to leave any comments! <333

Dadada~ story XD

Hmm so yeah i got excited after my previous story got published in the newspaper so i made a new one =D haha try to enjoy it xD

13-Hour Memoir

I liked that place. The abandoned train station where nobody came was quiet and tranquil – the best place for reading alone. However, someone got here before me that day.
That day was different. I stared in wonder at the angelic and immaculate figure before me. She was gazing out to the sky, caught in a trance. I noticed a pink diary beside her. From the end of the platform, I called out to her. ‘H-Hey, it’s abandoned. There are no trains coming through here!’
She broke out of her reverie and looked at me in astonishment. Then she gave me a smile and nodded.
I stammered. ‘Ah, I’m sorry. It’s nothing. B-Bye.’
She giggled, nodded once again and then said, ‘May I know your name before you leave…?’
‘I- I’m Scott. And you?’
‘Sylvia. Pleasure to meet you.’
I couldn’t help but smile and as I turned, I waved. I paused for a moment to watch her waving back at me.
As I left the platform, I wondered whether I would set my eyes on her again.
That was a conversation that lasted only about three-quarters of a minute, 45 seconds of my life I would never forget. It was a chanced encounter. Or was it just another twist of fate?

***

‘I’m sorry… But what was your name again?’
I goggled at Sylvia in disbelief. It had only been mere days since we last met and she had supposedly forgotten who I was. I figured she must be pulling my leg and so I played along.
‘Oh, I’m Scott. A pleasure to meet you.’
She squealed out in utter shock.
‘You’re Scott! Sorry… How could I forget you? My bad…’
I grinned and sat down on the bench beside her and noticed that same diary she had. I gestured at it. She gave me a worried countenance and I got the message. I apologized profusely.
I took out a book and started to read. She followed in sequence. After about a few minutes or so, I started to talk about myself; my aspirations of writing a story and such. She said that I should write it and she would support me wholeheartedly. I nodded blankly, knowing my writing skills were not budding and I would have a low possibility of producing a decent one yet alone a masterpiece I aspire to create.
However, no matter how much I asked about her, she refused to say a word and said it was better if I did not know.
This continued on for weeks and dragged on to months. All the time, I’d do the talking. I didn’t mind though. It’s because whenever I’m with her, I feel a sensation I have never quite experienced before. I wasn’t positively sure what it was.
One day, out of the blue moon, she started to talk. She told me of her intentions to write a story too. However, she said that no matter how hard she tried, it would be to no avail. And what she told me next was horrifying…

***

The princess was the only one in her own world…
I paused for a moment and put down the paper. I reminisced about what Sylvia told me a few months back.
‘I… have a memory defect.’
She didn’t give me time to flinch and continued bluntly.
‘You see, I had a car accident when I was twelve and since then, I forget about what happens thirteen hours later.’
She slid her hand elegantly into her bag, took out that pink diary and gave it to me. I browsed through it swiftly while listening to her.
‘I have to write the occurrences of the day every night so I’ll be able to read about it the next day to remember everything. And that’s exactly why I can’t possibly write a novel by myself… Everyday I’m a different person and I’ll have different thoughts about the novel. I…’
At that point, tears started to trickle out of her eyes. I surprised myself the moment I embraced and comforted her. I promised her that I would help her accomplish her goal.
For the next few months, I would meet up with her at an array of places; the beach, the train station, or at my house to discuss about it.
However, simply put, all of our meetings were not just for business. We even had fun at arcades, theme parks and going out to stargaze. I felt blissful those couple of months. All the adjectives in the world could never describe that wonderful fervor I felt when I was with her.
I snapped back to reality at the echoing ring the grandfather clock made at intervals of an hour. I recalled Sylvia telling me to meet her on the hill where we’d go stargazing, right after reading her story. And so I continued on reading…
And that made her a recluse in the world. Although many would admire her for her beauty, she knew everyone just wanted to manipulate her and she’d shut herself from the world. But one day, a prince came into her life. The princess was overjoyed with his sincerity and spent several weeks with him.
However, her heart would slowly crack every second she was without him or whenever he was talking to other people. And soon the grief engulfed her and her heart shattered. She knew that she wouldn’t have known pain if she did not know love.
She saw the pathetic state she was in and carried on to burn everything that reminded her of him. She burnt down the halls, the libraries, magnificent dining rooms; the whole castle. And then she proceeded to undo the only thing left that served as a reminder of him. She threw herself off the cliff the castle overlooked.
I was left speechless by this gloomy ending but remained silent as I headed towards our rendezvous point. I did not expect what came next.
She did not look directly at me and she only said these words: ‘Look, Scott… I’m sure you’ve read the story and that is exactly how I feel about you.’
She took out her pink diary and started to tear out a sum of pages.
‘These are the pages of the days I’ve spent with you. I’m sorry but I need to forget you…’
‘W-Wait!’
But it was already too late. She flung the pieces of paper towards the sky and as if in the movies, they were swept away dramatically by the wind.

***

I was left crushed on that hill. She would now forget me…
‘No! I’ll make amends in the next crucial thirteen hours. It’s true that without love, we won’t know loneliness but the loneliness makes loving and being loved more worthwhile. I may have faded from her memoirs but she’ll never be erased from my heart.’
And so I started to write the story of my dreams I longed to write.
‘My dream is only that one person.’
I liked that place. The abandoned train station where nobody came was quiet and tranquil – the best place for reading alone. However, someone got here before me that day…

Hmm..hmm..?

Lol u knw wats this blog is so crappy nobody does anything XD
haha except me of coz =D
and that mars bars been saying wana do something since holiday last year swts = ='
anyways this is the poem i did for the school mag and u knw wat ><
joyce read it and she said she cried reading it =) haha such great effects from a poem no less greater XD

A Sunday with You

In a sunny spot on Sunday
It’s an ordinary Sunday like any other day
I quietly pray that this lasts forever…
And you’ll keep chatting and be with me forever and ever.

"What do you like so much about me?"
That’s a hard question you’ve just asked me.

I love your fully blooming smile
Even seeing it every day isn’t enough by a mile
But there’s so, so, so much more than that
I can’t really describe it properly, it’s sad

But to me you’re like an angelic dove
And I don’t think we need a reason to fall in love
That part’s a mystery to me
I’m uncertain so please forgive me.

Sadness and pain and bloodshed
Of course life brings all kinds of things like that
But just your casual “hang in there”
Gives me strength from toe to hair
Even if the scenery we can see from the window turns coarse
You’ll be by my side and I’ll be by yours.

Even those worn-out words, “I love you”,
Take on a wonderful new meaning so true
When I use them to express my love for you
They’re words for you and only you.

In a sunny spot on Sunday
It’s an ordinary Sunday like any other day
I’ll say it to you again so fine
I love you, all the time.

It’s a Sunday like any other day
It’s an ordinary Sunday
A plain day where we cross ways
But with you, it’s a special Sunday.

Justin Leong 4Sc1 =D

Thankful =)

Hey ppl... Erm yeah i was doing this thingy and i suppose i'd share it with you XD
Well not that anyone reads this blog except the blogger authors - -'
Hopefully that'll change =)

Thankful

What else is there for me to say,
Although my life is always so burdened,
I spend all my days here the same way,
Chilling out, relaxed and unconcerned.

There are so many things to do,
And on how to do them I’ve no clue,
It took only a second for me to see,
A lot of them is impossible for me,
It’s totally overwhelming,
They just keep coming,
but I’m always ready to do what I can,
I’ll do it for those I call ‘friend’,
Because everyone has a smile on their face,
Giving me time and my own space.

I may not say it very often,
but I really am grateful for my friends,
When they’re around my heart softens,
That wall of loneliness bends.

The time we spend together is so special,
I could never replace any of them,
Every single one of you; so crucial,
Holding me up, you’re like my stem.

We’ve got this moment, we’ve got each other,
Stopping, standing and laughing together,
I’m so thankful, I could cry,
Cherishing every detail as time flies by.
This feeling is so wonderful,
Now my monotone life seems so colourful,
It makes today seem like a wild dream,
Where in bliss we would beam.

I promise you, I’ll never forget it, my precious ones,
Who laugh with me, support me, talk to me,
The many things we share together, there are tonnes,
All of you broke my shackles and set me free.

Thanks for always keeping me going…
You make everything out of nothing.